| I wish I can be there... I miss paddling. |
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| Third fuck up with the car this week. GG life. You win this time around. |
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| Usually I would remember when I KO in class. Now it's just me remembering that I'm taking notes and listening to the prof; next thing I know I'm being poked awake. I can't be that tired, am I? I felt bad today. For some reason my friend sounded like he was scolding me for falling asleep in an interesting lecture, which I won't deny. (The material is captivating.) Maybe I'm finally crashing for the quarter. Constant headaches that won't go away. (Maybe they're migraines.) It still takes some time to actually fall asleep when I want to. Gwah. Goal: finish labs prior to Vet's day. Good night. |
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| Midterms are over. Failed two of the more important ones. Today's was fun. Constant spikes of adrenaline every time I saw or heard a person turn his test in. (Most likely they turned it in because they gave up.) It was that hard. Or insanely tricky. I rather fail with a group than fail individually (which is likely with the former midterm mentioned.) Both classes are absolute grading. 50% is a C in one class. The other class is the notorious professor I've Xanga-ed about not too long ago. I visited him in during office hours. Very smart. Teaches the way he does only for the sake of producing quality engineers. (Otherwise, we should totally reconsider our career choice.) Brutally honest.
Pretty pessimistic, put it at that.
I don't really see myself doing other paths other than being some other sort of engineer. I've gone so far in EE that there's no turning back. (Maybe those who did earlier were the smarter ones. Refused to sell their souls away to the lab and slaving away into the night. Getting more hours of sleep. ZOMG.) I still have this goal in my head: someday, somehow, I'll do research in military technology. Although, there's no point of looking that far into the future if my current is unstable now. Work harder, Amelia!!!!!!!!!
Anyways, the next couple days will be pretty carefree. Get started on labs early. We get to find out who our Littles are. =DDD I'm uberly excited.
The only thing missing in my life right now is going to RIMAC or a gym almost everyday. I need more conditioning!!! |
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| Car received more "battle scars". Reported it all to the father. Mother won't be too happy. I already guesstimated the cost. I feel so spoiled that they're covering it for me. It's disgusting.
I need the tension headaches to go away. Can't concentrate. Fucking up little things so easily.
/laugh
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